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lyrics
Wake up every morning feeling uncertain
Collapsing under the weight of my burdens
No longer can I keep my demons inside
& now I fear that they control my mind
Controlling my heart
Im falling apart
I want to clean this mess but don't know where to start
It's safe to say I'm all alone in this place
My once home, now feels like a grave
Yesterday's pain perpetuates
And now today I must carry the weight
I must carry the weight
Carry on with this weight on my shoulders
It's getting heavier as I get older
These streets get deadlier as I grow colder
I'm a reflection of my reality
Live out life looking over my shoulder
I feel my dying day drawing closer
Perpetuated pain drags me lower
Theres a war within and Im a casualty
I am a casualty
It's my reality
I wish my mind would be open to change
I scream to god why was I built this way
People think that I can help them change
But they don't see that we are one in the same
I'm a reflection of my reality
Another slave to this society
So now I'm chained to this mentality
There's a war within and I'm the casualty
credits
released December 12, 2016
Music written by Deep End
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Josh Bearden at Nevermore Audio
Artwork by Elexa Sanchez
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